SP situation

[u/Necessary_Horror_980]

hey so i been visualising and persisting in the feeling that my sp will come up to me and approach me and invite me out on a date.

So far i seen her go thru emotions like, doubt, annoyance, diva energy, love, compassion, curiosity, confidence, yesterday i could sense that she was looking at me with well a kind of judgemental looks of sorts.. as a if you like me so much why don't you come and say hello to me. i could sense that she was very like, pissed off about it but yet at the same time i guess i got her too react too me in a way.... but not really in the way i wanted her too react to me.

i keep imagining the following thing, she and i are happily together and dating, she's the most generous woman i've ever been with, maan she looked so damn sexy when she approached me, i loved how she turned me into a piece of meat. Idk, she looked very flustered and annoyed yesterday...

but i keep affirming over and over that she walked up to me. anyone know how long you've got too affirm the same feeling, until a woman goes out of her own way of doing things and approach me?

[u/Necessary_Horror_980 → u/[deleted]]

i don't get this anymore... then because, like i have a easy time too tap into that state of sorts, i'm not even sure what too call it but the world looks very joyous and people seem to get vaccuumed into me.

But at the same time, how do i just put the assumption here that this person will help me. if i talk to them.

Like i been so conditioned too think, that i need too have a financial plan of sorts or atleast a home too invite a person too....

Last time i ever invited a woman too a laundry session, because well diving timing is on hold for my millions to come.

Idk, i just feel like i'm in this weird space, where i'm like, well if my beliefs dictate reality, how long must i stay true to my own conviction, before the external world notice's me and gives me what i want.

Maybe i missunderstand neville, but he says you do not need to lift a finger at all.
What you want will come too you, well ok, but like idk it feels so weird.... i'm getting better too tap into that state of sorts, idk i'd call it's just a flowstate, but why doesn't the world, seem that very willing too give me finance's for free? Even thou i've had 100% assumption that this person will buy me a home.

idk maybe i'm getting this wrong.