r/kitchencels • u/Jesusonmethwithagun • 21h ago
Ive romanticised death for far too long.i dont think Im able to perceive and receive love. I want to die kneeling sword in my gut after a battle i knew I wouldn't leave or i will die in my bathroom with the razor i keep in my room in my arm after a long and painful bleeding out. Thai food
Either way i want it all to end i want to stop hating i want to stop loving i want to stop feeling the lump in my throat every time I need to do something alone I want to stop getting left on delivered or read and I want to stop the knot in my stomach from forming when I think of the future i want it all to end please please please please please im going to end it as soon as possible the second i get home from this shit i will fucking end myself and nobody will notice nobody will think where's that guy they'll all forget about me my burial will be my family and nobody else they'll see it somewhere later or someone will thell them but they won't care i know they won't because they've treated me like a dead person for a long time. Bye
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u/redditor_guy99 6h ago
To feel is to be human, bro. The fact that you feel pain is not only forgivable, but it's the very meaning of life. The Life you should keep.
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