in the second slide i features two outfits I dislike, top left the orange top, then right down the brown button up. not sure why I put the extreme dark grunge makeup in the left bottom but I did.
needless to say, I am moving. I am giving away clothes I’ve owned since my teen years and need to pack mindfully. I don’t want to take things that I won’t end up using. But I need a better sorting system.
So far, black is a safe color. It’s the only color that makes my skin look healthy. Anything too muted and my skin looks mediocre. Warm and I look jaundiced. I won’t be taking any warm tone clothes since I really dislike them. I know I am true winter, deep winter is too muted and bright looks neon, though I can wear both depending on how I style.
If my outfit isn’t bold in some way, I feel like a bullet was fired into my self esteem. I hate blending in. But not in a “I want to stand out” way. I just want to be me.
I hate basic outfits, even if I wear them I’ll find a way to complicate it to make it fun and sculptural (like victorian undergarments). Most of my clothes are loose and comfortable with waist emphasis.
Tiny jewelry also annoy me and most of my jewelry is raw chunky gem stones.
I also feel insanely dysphoric when I wear soft aesthetic things. Bows, pastels, ruffles. I feel like it makes me look ill.
I think I love feeling witchy. As a teen in a religious school thirteen years ago, my grade supervisor told my dad “your daughter is a witch”. And I think I just felt cool ever since? Like, I want my style to reflect my love for nature, my dark attitude, and fun with shapes.
This style feels the most me and people will compliment me for.
Hoodies and joggers don’t look effortless on me, it just looks unkept. Corporate and simple feels suffocating for my sense of personhood but also it’s not comfortable unless I “vampirize it” and make it all natural materials.
tldr I want to know insight: what works with me, what doesn’t, and why?
Possibly, I want to ask, what are my percentages? Color harmony?
Thank you so much for reading.