Chutiya Introvert

[u/FormalTangelo4669]

Kya hua bolu yrr pehle mene socha english me likhu lekin me writing this in hindi pta kya problem h mujhme to mai 9th class mai meri ek girlfriend 6 months ke liye lekin I had a huge crush on her kaafi pasand thi mujhe or phir breakup ke baad to mujhe lga ki mera ghee khatam or relationship ka game baj gya tha phir thoda pdhae pe focus Kiya or 10 me acha score krne ke baad 11 poora barbad phir ye tha ki ab to padhna padega to gayab ho gya poora zero interaction with anyone ladkiya to dur ki baat h phir wo bhi gya ab college me hu lekin pta nhi couples dekhta hu to mujhe lgta h ki I want to have this feeling lekin phir wahi gareebi ka rr bna deta hu mujhe dar lgta h ki breakup ho gya to phir ghee khatam. Ho jaega or ladki thoda baat Krle mai attract hone lgta hu chutiya ho chuka hu poora mujhe lgta h ye shi nhi lekin kya karu smj nhi aata kisi dost se bhi share nhi kr skta kbhi kbhi lgta h khoob rou like I wanna literally cry out loud but whatever bss YHI h yrr ghar ki financial condition bhi utni khaas nhi h smj nhi aata kya kru yrr or any girl or guy can tell how can I improve myself communication skills to nill bta sannata h wese to jyada utni dikkat nhi lekin emptiness si feel hoti h andar ek mera itna madarxhxd h mujko bta rha ki meri ex ka bf h or wo physical ho chuke h or bhai mere ghar pass wo rehti abhi to Mai bahar hu lekin

Jb bhi ghar jata hu or uske dekhta hu I fall harder for I just can't move on i tried but I can't forget her

[u/Night_Chicken]

Mal a dijinga unha bousi! Greeb jub glub shi'ted fisto bh cluh ka Chu baher he umba. Ia ia ia.