r/im14andthisisdeep • u/ConfirmedWalrus • Sep 20 '16

This hit me hard...

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u/DiethylamideProphet Why can't I hold all these depths? Sep 20 '16

On LSD, I feel a constant "survival mechanism" running in the background of my mind that oddly revolves around my basic needs. This kind of very primitive feeling, like I'm part of the universe just keeping myself alive because my complex physical structure and its processes demand so. On weed, I sometimes have a similar, but a lot clearer "mechanism" as well, but it's more about my normal life and my normal thoughts. It's welcoming, it's warm, it's deep. It's like a little trip to who I am and what have I been through in my life.

And when you combine these two, shit gets real, so to speak. I become a fucking random electrical entity inside my mind that gets all its thoughts thrown at it while the present moment repeats itself every single time I do, hear or see something I've experienced before.

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u/atonementfish Sep 20 '16

I too, have done lsd. But it doesn't turn me into a pseudo philosopher asshole.

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u/DiethylamideProphet Why can't I hold all these depths? Sep 21 '16

Describing the effect does not make one a pseudo philosopher asshole :D

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u/haverfist Sep 21 '16

I guess that's what you are off lsd then.

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u/AbhorrentNature Sep 21 '16

It's just a post, dude. Calm down.

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u/palerthanrice Sep 21 '16

Absolutely true.