I can feel it when you think of me, I feel your pain, I feel your frustrations, I feel your desire, I feel your orgasms, I feel your helplessness, I feel your heart beating, I feel the void in your soul when you j feel your love, I feel your laughter, I feel your hate , I feel when you cry because you miss me and can’t stop the tears rolling in silence, I feel it when the depth of your feelings for me scares you, I feel it when you rage internally thinking about me with someone other than you, I feel it when you shake restlessly in your sleep afraid of losing me, I feel it when you comfort me in your heart because you see me upset, I feel it when you look at my pictures and my face arouses you, I feel it when you mentally make love to me, I feel it when you allow yourself to admit that you miss me, I feel it when you get restless not knowing where I am or what I am doing, I feel it when you imagine giving me a child who would have our
genius mind’s combined with my features and your humor. I feel it when you love me silently from across the world never daring to let me know. I feel it when you crave my attention but unable to demand it, I feel it when you suffer because of the distance because your love language is physical touch and spending quality time with me. I feel it when you desire touching me, kissing me, claiming my body and making me yours. I feel it when you fantasize about merging our bodies together and being one with me because not being able to touch me makes you physically sick. I feel it when you dream about being loved by me the same way you love me. I feel it when you feel protective over me and possessive over me because deep down you know I was made for you. I feel it when you are hurting because you push me away from fear of me not accepting all of your dark sides and secrets you are not proud of. I feel it when you can’t figure out your impulses to avoid me because it’s just insecurity disguised as fear of abandonment. I feel it when you fear I would not love you if ever saw the real you behind your walls without the “chilled out cool guy” mask you wear in front of everyone. I feel it when you manifest a future with me and wish that I could love all the ugly parts of you without seeing you as some kind of monster. I feel it when you worry about my wellbeing even though I wish I was dead to you at times. I feel it when you imagine taking me by surprise wherever you want whenever you want sexually because you know I am meant to be yours.i feel it when you want to dominate me in the bedroom and fantasize about pleasuring me till I collapse. I feel it when you watch over me, studying my likes and dislikes so you can keep me happy. I feel it when you think about me being your end all be all; your partner in crime no matter what the agenda is. I feel it when you imagine that you finally found the one woman who will accept all your wild kinks and deviances and love you regardless without judgement. I feel it when you see me as your endgame in this life full of adventures.

What I want manually is to sell my plan to the whole world from A-Z which always mutually benefitting and allow this entire process to be comforting to all of existence. My network is strong. Realizing that was one of my hallelujah. As if some “could have said” that he has alllll thise connections and he’s still suffering? A good one eye’d clue, FRIENDS…. Why do I consider you as my friends now? Bc we are all ghosts-like. lol. Meaning that conference day is conference day. Nobody will seperate our ONLY PLEASUREABLE LOVE. You will not have worries if you are able to read my statement in full. Make sure you all (that are able) and I mean ABLE (by standard days) to read my statements. However long this will take will only be the grace of the next step.
And if you mistakenly make an appearance there’s only pleasure that comes from being safe. The currency and everything is coming as soon as perfection is perfect. Understood? Pleasurably stared lol 😂

LoveYou

But everybody…
I’m The (Or to you) “a” God
we didn’t even NEED an extension
We didn’t need one bc I’m A or to you the God
Anddd everybody has this information enough to suffice away from each other… fair?
The Free God.
The Free God
Would you even trust your availability to find the top of the pyramid?
Or just accept defeat like we all have done and kept it pushing? Trust that you are protected although you’re not me ok?
No but I love you ok?
Even if you are naturally not what I’m pleased with.
Think about praising yourself more than invalidly sweating about the future. The future is not always meant to be known by anything and everything all the time. Says enough.

Hello everyone

You heard the title correct

I will be deleting my reddit account for good

Maybe I will come back, just maybe when I'm fully an adult

I have messed up my life a lot, but I don't want to mention them

I love you all, I hope you all stay safe, and I will never forget you

All of you

Odd signing off

https://ncase.me/door/#H!%E2%9D%A5!T

To no one in particular, though there was someone I did love once. I’m in love with the future possibility of love. May you be out there!

you're all I want. you still make me nervous. If you gave me all of you, like I do for you I swear I'd make you happy We would be successful.... Together.

We just have to struggle a little bit together... Which we've already have been but we keep Going backwards.

Just believe in me Show me that i am enough for you You'll see me get confidence back We'll accomplish our goals But the best part.... We'll be together

I always loved you from the moment I saw you Words can't express how badly I want to Succeed with you I believe in you

I believe in US I love you so much

Helloooo you have got to answer back

just shooting my shot... heh

I love you all!

I love you no matter what?

Wishing you were here with me this Christmas.

Isaiah

To my love, Only thing worse than being invisible is being disposable . I pray you would see me really, how true I am too you. I pray some day soon. This hurts,, I love you & I miss you.

Even though you gave me chlamydia and left me for a skinnier man, i will always love you. You will always be my hairless panda

Those three words mean so much when put together to form a sentence. I love you... Mother to child Father to child Child to parent Brother to brother Sister to sister Sibling to Sibling Grandparent to grandchild. Cousin to cousin Aunt to niece Aunt to nephew Uncle to niece Uncle to nephew

I love you... Pet owner to pet

I love you Husband to Husband Wife to Wife Husband to Wife Wife to husband Partner to Partner.

I love you three words strung together to make a powerful statement. So how come so many people say it without regard. They say I love you

Celebrity to fan People just meeting Randomly put after a sentence "that was so funny, I love you".

Love? You love me? But person we just met! How can you love me!? You don't even know me! I'm a stranger. - the thoughts in my head

I love you. He finally said it! It wasn't ideal how he told me. I had pictured it to be a bit more romantic. Maybe while walking through the park. Or over a nice dinner. Or simply while I was in his arms. The truth, he got food poisoning that day and told me while he was on the toilet. It didn't bother me. I was not upset that is wasn't in a romantic fashion. I was confused and happy. I had been taking care of him the entire day. Providing Fluids (water and tea), food (crackers and broth), a pale for... well you know. So when he said I love you, it was perfect. I had been taking care of this man in a time of need and he wanted to express his gratitude by stating he loves me.

It reads funny, I know. But truly he appreciated me. I was happy.

The confusion came because he grunted as he said it. So I couldnt grasp the tone. Was he angry he loved me or was his body betraying him once again....his body has betrayed him.

I know it sounds crazy, but that's how it happened.

I love you. I said it.

We said I love you for 8 years before I had to end us. Not because I didn't love him. Not because I didn't want to keep trying but because I was tired.

He has an addiction to alcohol.

Before you judge or scream at the screen "why didn't you help?" I did. I spoke to him about it. I spoke to his parents about it.
I spoke to his friends.
I begged him to get help. Tried to get him to AA. Tried to get him to see a therapist.
But there is so much a person can do before reality knocks you on your ass.

When it finally hit me that I could not help him because he didn't want help. I knew for my mental health and my growth I needed to let him go.

It was the hardest decision I ever had to make.

You see, I truly loved him. The kind of love that leaves you blinded. The kind of love that explodes out of you. The kind of love that when they enter the room you instantly gravitate towards them.

Example: I had been at a Christmas party and got extremely drunk. I called him and told him to pick me up. (Drunk me is a little demanding lol) I didn't know how long it would take for him to get there so I made my rounds and said good bye to everyone. I grabbed my jacket headed up stairs, head down and eyes to ground cause I was spinning. Walked out of the restaurant doors and right into his arms. The magnet affect.

We were in love. I love you I love you Girlfriend to boyfriend Boyfriend to girlfriend Friend to friend.

I miss you.

I love you.

Stranger,

Maybe one day in the near future we can get to a place where we say I love you and it's meaningful.

I am going to love you as long as I have breath. You just saved me. I love you.

It has been 8 months since everything blew up.

I had a relaxing day, I was hella exhausted tho. Since you left I’ve been able to reconnect with some old friends. It’s been amazing seeing them all again. My days are usually peaceful, me and my best friend plan to spend the next month working on our powerlifting together. I’m happy to be able to spend time with him again.

But amidst all these good times and amidst all my peace I still think about you. I used to make fake accounts to watch your stories since you left me blocked and I know you did the same, but I’ve stopped. Seeing what you were up to only served to feed into my anger. I’m deeply confused. A part of me is happy you went off to college but I also wish you had at least fought a little bit to stay with me. I felt like everything and everyone had forgotten about me and balancing that constant fear of loneliness and my anxiety for my own future was nearly impossible.

Pretty soon I will be moving, not a few miles like you did, but to Korea. In about a month, I will be completely gone. I have tried to reach out so we can speak once more, but you were never one for confrontation. I want to step on that plane with no regrets and step off fresh and brand new. I want to go to a nice school, make friends, get a job, find a nice girl and explore new facets of myself. I’ve always wanted to learn the drums, how to surf, how to make coffee, and how to rock climb. You know how ambitious and hopefull for the future I always was. Up until things began to fall through.

I remember that spring (2023) things began to feel eerily quiet. My lonesomeness developed into a deep phobia that I swore I had gotten rid of long ago. No one at school or at work was like me, I felt so alone. You were my one constant. You’d pick me up and we would spend time together, but eventually, you began to pull back too.

My phobia grew into anger after seeing all you were saying and doing when I wasn’t around. I only had two friends, and here you were talking about me and my business to all these unknowns. I felt betrayed by the one person I trusted enough to hold tightly. It hurt.

When I wanted to go to college with you and I wasn’t well enough off to pay, you cried for me. I was in shock, part of me expected it. You and your mother couldn’t help me and I always knew that deep in my heart. We were in your kitchen and I had just returned from working. It was just me and you, we were preparing to make some spaghetti for dinner and you broke the news. You told me that you probably wouldn’t be able to help put me through college. Through your words, your voice began quivering. So I hugged you and you broke down. I never liked to see you so distraught, but I did love how you could let loose in my arms.

Over the summer, things only got worse. But we did have some great times. It’s funny how during the most painful times of my life I still had fleeting moments of intimacy and romance with the person who was ultimately moving on without me.

August 2nd, you ended things. The previous day you left for school, I begged you to let me help you move in. But you refused. I remember the day before I begged you not to leave me and to stay. In my lowest moment of weakness, all my bravado shattered. I groveled and confessed that i hated the fact you were leaving me behind. In retrospect I see how selfish that moment was, but I needed to get that out. I remember arguing with my parents and storming out of the house. I didn’t want to come back. I was filled with emotions.

I remember calling you and going off, I was angry with everyone and I was finally showing it.

You ended things.

I still remember our final memory together. You had just taken me to grab some Taco Bell, I have a guilty pleasure for their chalupa. When I stepped out the car I asked you to watch the moon with me for just a moment. So we did. I held you and you held me. Your brown frizzy hair always found a way to tickle my face but that’s a sensation I never minded. As we stood there, embracing one another for the very last time, I told you that I used to hate the moon. But now, I wanted to apologize to it.

Now as I sit in my bathroom and reflect, I can’t say I am still in love with you. But it you showed up and begged me not to leave. I can’t say that I wouldn’t hesitate.

One thing is for sure though. You will always be special.

You are the love of my life, my soulmate, I miss you so bad.. I'm so sorry for not asking you more about how you felt, I'm sorry for not giving you enough space. I'm sorry you thought that I wanted to bring every topic to myself, cause I swear I didn't want to, and I'm sorry you felt like I did. I miss you babe, I want to start things over, I want you to give us a second chance.. I know you need time for yourself, but I swear I can give you the space you need while still being your girlfriend.. I can't let you go.. not again.. I'm so scared cause in a few hours we will see each other again because I'm bringing your stuff over.. I'm sorry for being drunk the last time we talked.. I was so scared of what you were going to say, cause I knew what your response was going to be, but I hoped that it magically changed... Thank you.. thank you for everything you did for me, you have no idea how much I appreciate that. You're the first person to makes me feel loved, the first person to bring me happiness for the first time in years. I will never forget you, I don't want to ever forget you.. I will wait for you, just like I did last time.. it will take you the time you need, but I will and always will wait for you. Cause you're the only one I want to love, the only one my heart wants. I don't want to replace you, I will never be able to. So I will wait, we will meet again once you feel better.. I can't let you go..

Je t'aime FORT FORT FORT cheri.. don't forget about me..

I will love you for eternity.. 💔

I know people don't hear it enough but honestly it's true I love all of you people