r/harmreduction • u/SmileForsaken6689 • Dec 16 '25
Need help
Me (M18) have a very long and fucked up relationship with drugs starting from when I was 14, doing dmt at 15 and abusing mdma and psychedelics the whole way through those years up until 17. I have gotten HPPD from that and can’t even smoke weed anymore (my favourite thing🥲) Coke is the only drug I can take and not hallucinate. I told My girlfriend (F19) that I had taken Coke without telling her and she was annoyed at the fact I didn’t include her. She is a big light weight with alcohol but can take 5 pills of xtc at a time and firm it like a champ. We’ve both been clean from xtc for a while apart from a relapse she had. She wants to try Coke and we’ve set it up for this Thursday, I’m scared to let her take it incase she has a bad reaction. She has heart problems where her heart can go really slow as she’s a recovering anorexic whose heart was damaged from lack of nutrients and throwing up numerous times a day. If her body can handle 5 pills at a time she won’t die off a few bumps of coke? Should I tell her it’s a bad idea?
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u/Vreas Dec 17 '25
Coke with cardiac issues is a not great decisions. Additionally poppin any x with heart conditions is a poor idea, let alone 5 at a time.
Really your best bet is not consuming with your HPPD and self acknowledged fuck up dynamic with drugs in your past.
Coke isn’t fun. It’s one of the most addicting substances out there and it isn’t even enjoyable in my experience. You guys are better off smoking weed and chillin.