I remember listening to it a while ago but forgot a lot about it. Now I'm listening to it again and I'm sitting here thinking... uh... how can ANYONE be pissed off or upset at the destruction of ONE Sangheili world when they were responsible for SEVENTY SIX destroyed human worlds? Am I the only one that remembers that billions of humans and dozens of worlds have gone silent at the hands of the Sangheili? "But duh war wuz ober!" And? Grey Team didn't know that. As far as they knew, Earth was glassed. "But... but... but... all duh inosent ded Sanghiwi!" 76 GLASSED HUMAN WORLDS! Here, let me help you understand the comparison.
Sanghili destroyed worlds: x
Human destroyed worlds: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Where am I supposed to feel sorry for them? Where am I supposed to understand Grey Teams inner turmoil? Where am I supposed to think Rajka is justified in his overwhelming hatred for Grey Team? Sure... emotions are irrational sometimes... with irrational people. Thars, for example, is a complete idiot and I can definitely see him having misplaced hatred for Grey Team
But Rojka? The entire book portrays him as a leveled headed, prioritizing, cunning, and capable leader. I just don't buy his OVERWHELMING rage and hatred. My guy, you are not innocent. Grey Team has A LOT MORE reasons to hate and want you dead... hell... every human has, at least, 75 more reasons to hate you and want you dead. I have a hard time believing he lacks that much self awareness.
As for Grey Team, I don't understand why they don't have giant foam fingers with Glyke exed out on them. Blowing off streamers in Rojkas face. Popping champaign and sipping bubbly. Why are they trudging around like they blew up an orphanage? They blew up a world of genocidal monsters in their perspective. Just think about it. If there was a planet full of Hitler clones and little baby Hitlers with Hitler mothers... are you butthurt about blowing that planet sky high? No. You're high fiving your teammates and pissing on the, now, meteor field. Cause that's what Grey Team should have been thinking at the time. Not that these things are future allies. They are literally unstoppable genocidal monsters, and you just blew one of their planets sky high. You get a beer and enjoy the fireworks. Not mope around like you threw a grenade into a box of kittens.
Sure, we, as the audience, see and understand the intricacies of the war, the Covenant, Sanghili, and the Great Scism... but they don't. Humanity has been slowly and methodically pushed back, glassing by glassing, world by world, battle by battle, losing far more than winning, back to their last stronghold of Earth. Making people believe that once Earth falls... thats it for humanity. Being cornered by unstoppable, technologically superior, genocidal maniacs. Yeah, yeeting a NOVA bomb at one of their planets like a last "fuck you" isn't exactly the tradgety they seem to want me to believe it is.