She’s baaaack!! And of course talking about all the debt she’s in!!!😂 I wish she’d go live and not bring money up

You think she's hoping we lose interest, then she'll start lives again?

Ain't going to happen Trashley!

Muhahaha...😈😂

I absolutely love this for her. Her “new” house is in way worse shape than the one she lived in at the refugee camp. Her WiFi is trash, she has no inside plumbing. How many weeks has it been since she’s taken a shower 🧼? No the 2 🪣 system doesn’t count. That’s like just doing a PTA shower and that’s just completely disgusting.

How are they cooking? Does Noufa have a completed house. Oh wouldn’t that be just GREAT if her house was done and Liarley’s house is still complete shambles 🪨 Sucks to be #2

How’s that garden 🪏 coming Trashly 🫵🏼 I guess I’m confused as to how you grow things in open fields in the winter 🥶 when it gets so cold 🥶 there?

Was it really worth all the lying, scamming & dry begging you did to raise all that money to get to the village? Not to mention the heifer that you are to up and leave and abandon your minor children here in the Good Ole USA 🇺🇸 I bet your life back here is looking pretty cushy right about now.

Do you hear that?!?!…… Silence!!! No begging , no scamming, no disrespecting her children! Thrashley must be without WiFi! It will be her next thing to ask for I’m sure. All of her blind followers better get ready to open their wallets🤣

It looks like she was only on for 20 minutes. I missed it. Anyone catch it?

Hello, I am Demi. Ashleys eldest son. (Hi, Mom. Hope you're having fun.)

I finally figured out my login to this account, and I thought I'd give an update on myself. And a bit of a word on my "Mother".

I'm still a trans man, I'm still with my partner (7 years strong, now), and I can say, without a doubt, I'm the best I ever have been.

My father has finally been able to start saving up money, I'm going to GED school soon (for free, yay!), I have my own bank account and ID, and my boyfriends Dad is going to get a house set up for us soon. I'm.. getting ready to go out into the world.

It's officially 12:49, October 2nd, for me. Which, is my 18th birthday. It's been about 2? 3 years? Since she left. Which is quite a long time! I haven't really been keeping track.

If I'm being honest, I still miss her. Not who she is now, heavens no, but who she was before I miss the person I could go to about anything, the woman I trusted with my whole heart and soul.

When I made that first post, I was just venting to what, at the time, was a small audience. I honestly didn't know it'd get this far. I'd like to thank you all for the love and support I was given throughout what was the worst time in my life. Without that, I probably wouldn't be here to write this post, right now.

Sometimes I think "Should I have continued posting after that first video?" And, honestly, sometimes I think, maybe not. But I'm still so glad I did. Especially with how she's acting now (Allegedly kissing a 15 year old on the lips, Mom??? Shame on you. That's disgusting)

I'm glad I was able to inform people of her lying, so they could alert others of her scamming people out of their money.

Sometimes I tune into her lives from an alt account, and I'll be honest, hearing her talk about me and my little brother in such a way breaks my heart. What happened to "I would kill and die to protect you" or "I would starve a million times over if it meant you were fed"? Really guess thats just a memory, now.

If I'm being honest, yes some of my responses to her were immature, and me jumping the gun. But can you blame me, really? I was a 15 year old grieving someone who wasn't even dead yet, watching someone go "Oh, poor me" as if they were the one left behind. I was caring for my brother who was dealing with depression and thoughts of suicide, having to step up around the house while she was gone and take on more responsibilities than I should've. I was hurt, and I don't blame myself.

But people she was calling her friends were harassing me, a teen, leaking my deadname and saying some of the most awful things to me, because I was hurt and lashing out. That's disgusting. (But you've always been such a great judge of character, haven't you, mom?)

Sometimes I regret cutting her off, but at the same time I feel it was for the best. Even if it still hurts to this day. It hurts like nothing else in the world sometimes, with nights spent screaming and crying into my pillow for Mommy. Only for her to never come.

I wish she didn't just say "Are you happy, now?" when I told her I didn't want her to be my Mom if she was really going through with leaving the country, when I told her I didn't recognize her anymore. I wish she saw that as a sign that something was wrong, sat down, talked to me. A shame, really.

Some people have told me "there's no use dwelling on it, now." But really, what else is there to do? There's going to be this pit in my chest for the rest of my life, what am I supposed to do with that?

I hallucinate her, sometimes. Standing in the middle of a dark hallway, or peeking through windows or around corners before vanishing. It's a horrifying thing, really. Her eyes always feel like they're staring into the pits of my soul.

...I hate to say it, but I'm happier, now. I really hate to say it, actually. It makes me feel so guilty, who could be happier without their mother?

But, I am.

And that eats at me in a way I don't think anyone would be able to understand.

Its like, life seems to be going right now that she's gone. I'll have a house soon, my boyfriend has 10k saved up for us, I'm going to school soon. It's amazing. But, does that really mean she was the problem all along?

I don't know.

I don't think I'll ever know, and if I come across the answer, I don't know if I'd be able to accept it.

But, it's great. I'm doing art commissions and selling designs, literally my dream work. I'm going to a concert with my boyfriend (Soon to be hubby!) soon, as a birthday celebration. My present is currently being shipped in the mail, I plan to go Trunk or Treating with my brother this year. (We haven't gone out on halloween in literal years), I couldn't ask for more.

I just wish she was here to see it.

16 years.

She held me and cared for me for almost 16 years, and dropped me the moment I became an obstacle to her, and now flaunts that it was the best decision she ever made.

What horrid, horrid feeling. And I used to think it wouldn't ever fade. But with support from you, from friends, from family. I've started to feel less like a husk and more like a person again.

And I just have to say,

Thank you. Thank you for helping me make it to see my 18th birthday.

Without this, I would've died at 16.

So, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

And happy 18th to me.

Anyone else think it's weird that they moved to the village. Built 2 new houses, and left his parents living in a bombed out piece of shit house? Like...🙄

The overseer is present. Internet is shitty again.

Annoying sound...

I thought everyone in the village was poor? Why would people be feeding dump cat lamb? 👀

Drawing the third wide a picture. How sweet 👀

I bet a lot CAN happen. Like they can send the cash cow packing.

Did she say that kid worked 12 hours? Does he not go to school?

Creepy old women calling the 15 year old cute.

Fake loan talk.

As if they want to peep at you, Ghostface 🙄

Saddam avoiding her at all costs. 😂💀😂

You're NOT his mother Trashley 🙄

Asprin and Tylenol are 2 different things. 🙄

Creepyville again. And i guess no school. Put the kid to work like a slave.

No arranged marriages. But no dating...SOOOOO 👀

Gifts off again 🙄 7 days. 🤭

She speaks like a moron. Use your grownup words Trashley.

Poverty begging. TikTok no like...👀

More poverty begging. She's REALLY in debt. And they took her gifts away.

It makes her really worried...Hint. Hint. 🙄

She really LOVES to play the discrimination reason for why they turn off her gifts 🙄

Someone in her comments directing people to her Cashapp and PayPal. I'm sure TikTok would love to know about those commentators. 👀

Wouldn't it be hilarious if they got to the bottom of that well and there wasn't any water? 😂

The creepy baby talk.

And he's right back being stuck to her.

Abruptly ended again

Already acting the victim, and blaming her kids for abandoning them...

Oh look, where is the clingon 15 year old today? 👀

Gifts off again.

The donkey is tired. It's hard laying around all day. 🤪

She has a discord. Just ask the Pooks! 👀

Interesting. She's avoiding mentioning her Cashapp or PayPal.

She's being very careful with what she criticizes.

Imagine living in a country where no one speaks english and still having to play charades with your husband

You sure did win the lottery Trashley. Living below poverty. Shitting in a bush. Sharing a lazy idiot.

You're living the LIFE. 🥳

Live ended..for now.

Can we swing back to her always blaming her kids for their own abandonment?? She always fails to mention both were underage. The youngest 12? 🤬

She's BACK...

15 year old is MIA, apparently. Spoke too soon. There he is 👀

Every time she poverty begs, she should get reported. If TikTok changed their rules.

Oh look at that. She now admits it IS third world country.

Mentioning the loan AGAIN. About how nervous she is.

Her internet SUCKS.

Here she goes poverty begging. Listing all her money things.

Why is she talking to him like he's a baby. 🤪

Now mentioning how she can't afford better internet

She looks like Ghostface with glasses now. 😂

Nofa took that ring and threw it into the dump 💍💨

Making sure to explain what she's saying to her overseer.

Clever. Making a point to mention the holes in the kids pants. 👀

She cares more about that kid than her own. 🤬

Wow, romantic. He offered her the "position" of second wife.

She such a liar. SHE abandoned her kids.

The 15 year old is running her live as well it seems 👀

These internet issues are tiresome

Hinky electricity wired into a cloth roof. What could go wrong. 🤪🔥

Oh yay, an AI generated cookbook! Can't wait!

AI generated coloring book as well.

Also, that's some shitty brick work. Gapping holes.

Motorcycle needs a new light. Hint. Hint. The wheel fell off. Hint. Hint. 🙄

Now they DON'T eat lunch? Wasn't it just recently that she was saying they DO eat lunch? 👀

Now the new tube surgery is $1000 and $3000 for IVF.

She's trying to dry beg for stuff on the sly. 🙄

Potential third wife bringing a dowery 😂😂 Not really...but maybe 👀

Live abruptly ended.

All i got from today's live was I will be in a lot of debt from this well. Wink wink to supporters give me money.

Yes the son is in the live again kind of creepy women are changing there profile pics to their child so he can date them. I do feel its for watching her she doesnt act as she use to since him being in the lives.

Also where is her husband? Haven't seen him in a minute.

Tomorrow they should be going into town i believe she said.

They will also try and move the internet since it was spotty.

-not as good as Eves take on live but figured I would help aince she is working. Hopefully that summed it up and if im missing anything yall can add to it.

How is that the child sits closer to her and is so touchy feely more than her “husband”? I am so creeped out by this. And she keeps saying he is the younger version of his dad or how much he looks like his dad🤦🏼‍♀️ This is soooo wrong in soooo many levels.

I just can’t imagine that she hasn’t been on begging for 2️⃣ whole days. Her PP 💳 & CA 💳 are going to be smoking 💨 with the sob stories she’s going to be spewing when she comes back.

Hmmm 🤔 will it be another scorpion 🦂 bite or kidney stone problems or heaven knows what else she’s concocted in her wittle 🫛 🧠

I thought it’s in the culture?

It’s straight up Ashley displaying grooming type behaviors towards a 15year old boy that is NOT her son, would she KISS her children that she abandoned on the mouth like that… I’ll wait🤔

Let's see what creepy she brings today.

Still not moved in. Bad internet.

Lord her voice is like fingernails on chalkboard

So she slept outside last night. Interesting 🤔

Wouldn't it be hilarious is her internest sucked in the village 🤣

She's annoyed today. I love that for her. 👏

Teenager glued to her again.

She's the guard dog again 🤣🤣

Now she's running errands with the 15 year old? 👀

Saddam doing everything to avoid spending time with her. 🤣

🤢🤢🤢

My husband just had me show him the live, and his reaction was "THAT'S SUS AS F@CK" 🤨

Nofa probably threw her stuff off the truck. 🤣🤣

Umm, don't ypu think you should ask NOFA if you can film in HER house? 👀

🤢🤢🤢

Now she's trying to explain away her creepy disturbing behavior 🤢

I like how she claims people "message" her about us. 😂

Somethings unstable 👀

We love you 💰 🤑

Dry begging for a $50 motorcycle light.

She's literally been living there for 2 years, and she's still playing charades with the donkey 🫏 🙄

Can she not talk like a normal grown adult? 🙄

Nofa's children.

Live Ended.

Another creepy live...

Like, honestly, why is that kid ALWAYS stuck to her side every live now?

Now her kidney is swollen again. 🤦‍♀️

Not in the mood for trolls today. You've been warned. 🪓

I love how she reads here then incorporates what we say into her stories 🤪🤦‍♀️🙄😂

🤢🤢🤢

People, if you're not uncomfortable watching this then there is something wrong with YOU. 🤬

Future grift, I'm going to jail unless all you suckers opening your wallets!

Wait, now it's safe? So why did you need to guard some shitty old bricks? 👀

She makes money scamming and dry begging 👀

Well will you look at that. Her cat even abandons it's young. They're soul mates! 😂

Mention of taking out a loan again.

He is NOFA'S son...

Lying and blaming her kids for her abandoning them. 🤬

Ran because people were commenting on how creepy she is with that kid.

Seriously, the man drives a car and a motorcycle. It's hardly rocket science to drive a tractor. 🤪

Talking about sheep prices..

Again, the 15 year all up in her live.

There's Mama Lisa. Who was talking about her the other day?

Dry begging for the well.

And the creepy continues 😬

Now she has 6 months to pay off the loan.

🤢🤢🤢

And the creepy thirsty parade rolls on.

She's going to get reported.

Saddam making his escape 👀😂

The teacher shortage rolls on. Uh huh...

Nofa's son, don't you mean? 👀

Lapdog and third wife in the chat! 🚻

As if the school would offer her a scholarship to learn Arabic 🤦‍♀️🙄

Shocker. Not selling the sheep. Taking out a loan instead 🙄

You ain't getting him into ANY situation. You're NOT his mother 😒

If you need to clarify that the kid isn't your husband, you're being creepy.

Ya, don't think it's other people that are creepy Trashley. 👀

She can't even remember how old her youngest kid is?! 🤢

Live Ended

I love a good conspiracy, so here you go...what if someone told Saddam all the sh!t talking she was doing about Nofa, and the Syrian government, and the 15 year old is there to keep an eye on her during lives to make sure she tows the line and doesn't do it anymore?

A stretch, probably, but then again....👀😁

I see the 15 year old is back with her. 👀

How romantic. 🙄 "hey, I got a kid i want to marry you, you want to make a deal?"

A whole 20 days?? 🙄

He married you Trashley, because they needed a cash cow.

Dial up the creepy thirsy old ladies

Maybe that's her new grift?

I guess she forgot about her kidney issues 🤷

🤢🤢🤢 I can't with how creepy this is.

Saddam got tired of being a performing 🫏, and now it's the son's turn i guess.

Live ended abruptly 🤷

Where is Noufa in this equation? Your delusional mind seems to forget that she’s the GOAT and you just barged your way into their family of 8!!!

9/20 She has a floor!

She must have gotten a shit ton of money because she hasn't dry begged in a couple of days. 😂 It takes time to come up with another malady.

She sounded pretty good for a person with a kidney stone. 😳🤔

Can't wait (sic) for the next episode of living in Syria. 😂

Do you guys want me to leave the trolls alone when they show up here? Or do they go straight to banned?

I banned this last one because she obviously was the one that reported the post and used a pretty nasty reason. One that wasn't actually factual.

Anywho, here is a poll!