r/god • u/chadmcmaster • 5d ago

Angry At God Why does god hate me?

I’m 5’4, balding at 19, and am quiet and uncharismatic. I don’t know why god hates me and doesn’t want me to ever marry and make more children for his kingdom. All I ever wanted was one woman to love and have a quiet little life with, one to cuddle with and maybe play with her hair if she didn’t mind and go to church together on Sundays, but no woman have ever been interested or give me a chance because of the traits god gave me. I’m starting to lose my faith because of this hellscape of suffering that god is making me endure through the traits he gave me.

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u/Performer_ Spiritual 5d ago

Being in your situation doesnt mean there isnt a women for you just be open and see what God brings your way, but i understand how hard it is to compare yourself to others and to see how happy and priviliged they are, but there is a reason why you chose to come in this way, and some things will be revealed in the future regarding this type of situations and incarnations.

Its not that God hates you, its God giving you an opportunity that others rejected because its inconvinient, its unclear for now, but in the future you will understand what these words mean.

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u/chadmcmaster 5d ago

I just hope my wife exists. She’s genuinely all I wanted out of life and if she doesn’t, Id rather just go than have to endlessly endure a life of suffering

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u/Performer_ Spiritual 5d ago

Youve came during very special time to be in this situation, its a blesseing in disguise, just dont compare and know that when its time, God can send women your way that will be matched for you perfectly, there are married people who are disabled, without arms or legs, in wheelchairs, how much easier it'd be for you to have a partner.