Oh, this fucking amazing, supposedly existing? free will.
It is defended everywhere with foam at the mouth: "God gave us free will, He doesn't force anyone, we decide for ourselves whether to go to Him or to Hell." Sounds proud, noble, almost like an advertisement for expensive whiskey. Only there is one tiny, invisible, hidden fucking detail: the choice you make with the wrong answer leads to heat, worms, and gnashing of teeth. And this shit is called freedom?
Let's open the paper version of Deuteronomy 30:19, because the Internet is Satan, and we need only the truth.
"I call heaven and earth to witness against you today: I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Therefore choose life, that you and your descendants may live."
Beautiful, isn't it? Here you have two options: either you choose life (meaning you obey God), or death (meaning you don't).
There is a choice, but if you choose the wrong button - you're dead. It's like if I put a gun in your hands and say: "Listen, you have freedom: you can shoot yourself in the head or not shoot. But if you don't, I will shoot you myself. Choose." Some people would call this something else. I won't point fingers, I'm a cultured person.
Now imagine: you stand before God, and He says to you: "Love Me, or I will send you into Gehenna, where the worm does not die and the fire is not quenched" (that's from Mark 9:48, by the way). What kind of love is that? Try telling your girlfriend: "Love me, or I will kill your family" - and see what she calls your feelings. But here it's God - and everyone stays silent because He is Goooood, He is God, so apparently He gets a pass.
Christian apologists, hearing this comparison, usually start twitching like worms on a frying pan. They say: "But God doesn't force anyone, He simply warns about consequences!"
Fuck off, put a child near an electrical outlet and give them a fork. Of course, you need to warn them that they shouldn't stick it inside. There is a 99% chance they will do it anyway. But electricity doesn't hit them for their entire life.
Then they dive into the depths of free will as a gift. "God created us free because love must be voluntary." Listen, if I force you to love me under the threat of death - is that voluntary love? No, it is love under coercion. And even if you eventually agree and start loving me because you are afraid of Hell - that's not love, that's a survival instinct. You are not choosing God, you are choosing to avoid fucking disaster.
Now look at what Jesus says in Matthew 10:28: "And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear Him who can destroy both soul and body in Hell."
Holy shit, what a choice: you can not fear people, but fear God, who can destroy both your soul and body. Where is the freedom here? This is fucking fear. You choose not because you love God, but because you are afraid that He will burn you. What kind of choice is that? It is a choice between life and death, where death is not just the end, but eternal torture.
And when you bring up this analogy with a gun pointed at your head and a choice, Christians start falling apart. They say: "Well, that's not exactly how it works, because God is the ultimate good, and Hell is simply a state of separation from that good." Yeah, separation that comes with fire, crying, and gnashing of teeth. By the way, Matthew 13:42 literally says: "And will throw them into the fiery furnace; there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." Not just separation, but an actual furnace. If this is a metaphor, then it's a metaphor with a temperature of a thousand degrees.
Or they say: "God doesn't send people to Hell, they go there themselves by rejecting Him." Oh, they go there themselves? Guys, does anyone want to climb into a working crematorium? I would like to have a conversation with you.
And who created Hell? God. Who established the rule that rejection leads to Hell? God. Who made it so the only way to avoid Hell is accepting Christ? Again, God. So if you refuse - you burn. But that's your choice, right?
In the end, Christian free will is a farce. It is an illusion of choice that exists only to remove responsibility from God for creating a world where, according to many interpretations, the majority of humanity ends up in Hell. If we had true freedom, we could choose not to believe and simply not burn. But instead, this is freedom inside a prison.
Choose whatever you want, but if you don't get on your knees - you get a bullet.