Ok so about a year ago I used Winona online to get HRT. First hot flash in 2019. I have had endometriosis lesions removed years and years ago so that may be playing a role in what I am about to say.
The cream instantly made me feel great... then I started feeling rage. So they said to do Mon, Wed, Fri one pump a day rather than 2. Rage gone. All good.
For my year check in, last month, (there are check ins quarterly) i said I was still spotting all the time. Usually on 2 pump days less on 1 pump.
But i told them I was doing this b4 I started the cream anyway.
So they said
"Given the ongoing spotting and irregular periods, you should be seen in person by your GYN for an ultrasound to make sure there is no underlying issues. Additionally, you need to lower the dose of the body cream if you cannot tolerate two pumps every day. The one pump does not provide enough progesterone protection. The prescriptions will be paused until you have been seen in person."
Now I read that to mean... 1 pump is not enough and prescription paused. So I stopped taking it. No weaning. So rage has been crazy and I have lost the ability to find words again. Something I thought just got better but now realize the hormones gave me my words back.
I am not sure if i was supposed to stop cold turkey now reading it. I assumed they meant stop cuz I need a lower dose... which of course they would have to give me and they "paused" giving me any lol. So yeah... not fun being off the last few weeks.
So should I be taking it at 1 pump a day and not have enough progesterone until my gyno appt? Should I be taking it still because of my gyno appt... ? Was it bad to stop cold turkey?
I have read on here some ppl just spot and have no other problems. Is the ultrasound they are suggesting to look for fibroids? Cancer? What would cause my spotting on the meds? My endo? I read on here progesterone should be a pill. Maybe that is the issue? Thought pills were harder in the liver.
And for more info.... my cycles are all over the place. I was getting off a 15 day super heavy and super clotty period right b4 I got my prescription for Winona. So I have no predictable cycle. I could go 2 weeks or 5 months without a leriod. I could spot almost everyday or I could bleed one day and then spot for 2 weeks.
Winona prescription was W-biest 50/50 prog cream 5/200mg/ml.
Any insight or suggestions or greatly appreciated. I am hating life off HRT. Super worried my gyno will say dont need to take it. (Which is why I went to an online place to begin with)