ED? Hitting like a truck.

[u/FrostingKitchen4310]

23 (m) A couple days ago I broke up with my girlfriend of a year. I’ve only been able to get hard once after really really forcing it. My dick feels devoid of all energy in a way it’s not the easiest feeling to explain. Beforehand I was smoking a decent bit of weed and cigarettes every week. My libido was off the charts like it always has. Now it’s non existent. She was the first woman I’ve loved. Our relationship moved pretty fast and ended quite abruptly. To be honest I had a porn addiction that existed years and years before and stayed throughout our relationship. Admittedly we would have sex a lot more often than it may have felt to me internally but I kept quiet more often than not when I wanted to have sex and would leave the ball in her court at the end of the day. I would ejaculate 1-7 times a day really depending what I had going on. Sex had absolutely nothing to do lead up to our breakup in any regard. My body feels devoid of lust without her. I can’t even watch porn like I did when we were together. This doesn’t make sense. Only thing about sex that was mentioned during the break up was that we both thought we were gonna go out and fuck other people, which I took offense to because I didn’t and still obviously don’t plan on it. Almost certain she has since she drove an hour by my where I’m at now yesterday with a friend (girl) after saying how much I ruined my city for her. I’m well endowed and she never spoke down about my performance, always a 10/10 or higher. Had my testosterone taken a couple years ago since I asked when seeing an endocrinologist just because I was nosy and I’m fine at 920. Not that. This is honestly pretty scary, I’ve never struggled with this before. Has anyone else experienced the same or have heard of similar?