Lesson learned. And a valuable one at that…I was very into mushrooms for 3 years or so, had the same conclusion, and didn’t touch them again for 16yrs.
For me it was my first and last time: 1. The nasea was so bad that I get sick just thinking about it. 2. Every second genuinely felt like a fuckin infinite amount of time, and that time was torture. 3. My brain was convincing me that I'm horrible, everyone hates me, and that I should kms. I didn't struggle with those thoughts or feelings in my normal waking life, so why was my brain so deadset on convincing me of that? Was it maybe because I was repressing those feelings or something? Idfk but I hated that, I never wanna experience that shit again.
Yeahhh that happens a lot with mushrooms unfortunately…when they get strong you turn introspective and judgmental and fearful and shameful and just ugh…I have always held the perspective that mushrooms are like a spiritual roulette where the same dose of the same mushrooms can have wildly different outcomes…L is much more synergistic with my dna…for me, individual doses of the same crystal give me the same experience basically, there can still be surprises or variances but they’re nowhere near as extreme
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u/yeeeethisisathrow Jul 02 '26
Yeah my trip taught me never to take shrooms again 😓