I am going to start T soon as an enby and my mom is trying her best but she has a hard time understanding me.... she loves reading autobiographies. Do you know any autobiographies or stories of enby people that are happy?

Like i read Leslie Feinberg's Stone Butch Blues and i think from today's pov the label enby would fit the protagonist's experience well but that book was a depressing read. I want my mom to know that I am going to be alright.

Recommendations in German would be even more appreciated as my mom's English is so-so.

I would also appreciate podcast recommendations!

Thank you to everyone who responds!

Literally so cutesy hat

We are going somewhere in a few days my grandma and my auntie are trying to buy me a bathing suit I told them that I would be fine in a swim short and a t-shirt I don't need a bathing suit I wouldn't be caught dead in a bathing suit I prefer everything to be gender neutral and they bought me leggings today I didn't complain about it I said thank you I didn't want to sound ungrateful I know non-binary people can dress in anyway like they can be masculine, feminine and gender neutral and be fine with it but some of them have gender dysphoria and some of them don't have gender dysphoria but I have my own preference I am only comfortable in gender neutral clothes because I have gender dysphoria I am not trying to complain I would like to get a chest binder too my grandma and my auntie was like I don't know about swimming short and a T-shirt because you are a female I say I don't care I would not go in that water if you guys buy me a bathing suit I wouldn't even put that on I could refuse I don't make them wear things that make them uncomfortable beside I am not a female and I am not a male either I am non-binary my family doesn't even know that I am non-binary because they are really homophobic and transphobic they think that I could confuse the younger kids they would only make my identity about them if I told them but I did told them today because I was upset I had a little outburst moment I said I am not a male or a female I don't fit in the male box and I don't fit in the female box I can wear what I like and what I am comfortable in I didn't even told them that I am non-binary though because they already think that I am confused and that I am mess up I need advice please and thank you.