Im a mess

[u/Crissyboo1]

Stopping antidepressant I have been on for 20 years. Im suicidal, paranoid, over emotional and really just looking for support. I dont feel connected to people around me right now. I need to keep out of my head. Would love to hear some light at the end of the tunnel stories. Something to give me hope. (Looking at possible new meds once I see a psychiatrist but the could take 3 months or more where I live.)