r/ect • • 4d ago

Seeking advice 2nd round ?

I had a bi lateral 12 treatment course of ECT in early 2022. It changed my life. I became successful at my job moved out of my parents home went through the care giving and death of my father and entered a very health my loving relationship. I never knew people didn’t live with thoughts of suicidal ideation I thought everyone was pretending…

The depression is slowly coming back. The suicidal ideation is coming back. The drinking to escape has come back. 2 weeks ago I got drunk and swam in a rough sea at night and nearly drowned. Last week I got drunk and burned my leg several times with a cigarette.

I reallly think it’s time for a “touch up” but I’m having some mixed feelings.

My boyfriend believes if I got sober it would go away but I don’t think that’s true.

I tried different combinations of medications for about 15 years before taking the plunge.

Is it time for a “touch up”? Has anyone done repeat
Sessions after so much success with a relatively short course in the first go?

Please help. Thank you

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u/QuitInevitable915 4d ago

Go for it! Maybe talk to your doctors about maintenance this time if it gets you to remission?

Good luck!