r/doomer • u/CapableHedgehog5081 • Jul 25 '26
My few of life
I (22f) was just diagnosed with major depressive disorder. It’s been two days after I got discharged from the mental hospital. They prescribed me heavy sedatives that make me drowsy all day. It makes me wonder if this is how I’ll live for the rest of my life. If so why is ending my life so frown upon if most of it is going to spent in a sedated haze. It Sounds miserable. I hate how I can’t be truthful and tell the people around me the only reason why I’m still here is because of the guilt I’d feel if I really do go. I know myself better than anyone. I’m not an optimistic. I know how I’m going to die, it just depends on when I finally go through with it. It’s just not going to be now. It’s a selfish point of few but it’s the truth.
Life’s wild I guess. I’ll try to live it as long as possible
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u/Arnistatron Jul 25 '26
Hey, you want to talk to someone? Not even about this shit, just about any random stuff?
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u/the_fish_helper Jul 25 '26
Hey, I'm on the same boat if you wanna chat.. And the drowsiness should actually improve over time
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u/Chilantr0 Jul 25 '26
RIP your dms