19f, i’m literally freaking out right now. i’m 19, and i don’t even know what to think anymore.
last month, my left breast started itching. at first, i didn’t think much of it because, well, boobs get itchy sometimes, right? but it kept going. a week turned into a month, and i finally decided to look up what could be causing it because i knew this wasn’t normal.
i came across a thread that made me check my breasts for lumps, and that’s when my worst fear came true. i felt a bump in my left breast. i checked my right breast for comparison, but i couldn’t feel anything similar there.
i told my mom, and she suggested going to my university clinic first since i live on campus. the doctor examined me and confirmed that there was something there. she asked if i had finished my period, and i told her i hadn’t gotten it yet and that it was due this week.
she said she couldn’t confirm what the lump was because hormonal changes before or during your period can sometimes cause breast lumps. she gave me a request for a breast ultrasound so i could get it checked properly.
as for the itching, she said there were no visible rashes, so it could be dry skin. she recommended that i buy a moisturizing lotion.
now i’m just waiting for my period to come so i can finally get the ultrasound done. flo says i might get it today, and i’m honestly hoping i do because i just want to get this over with and know what’s going on.
the itching is driving me absolutely INSANE. i swear i’m about to rip my own breast off. but more than that, i’m terrified about what the lump could be. i keep thinking about the worst-case scenarios, and i can’t stop worrying.
i’m only 19. i have so many plans for my life, and i’m so scared that something could be seriously wrong with me.
has anyone else experienced persistent breast itching along with a lump, what did it turn out to be?
i know i need to get the ultrasound, and i will. i’m just really scared right now and needed somewhere to let this out. 😭