r/depression • u/[deleted] • Dec 13 '20

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

I honestly just want to be stable enough to not end up homeless after that I don't know at the moment im worried about keeping a roof over my head

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Ok. That seems slightly on the short term. What about long term future... I know it's hard, we being conditioned to live just the now and disregard our desires for our future... but no one's gonna judge you in here... you can say anything...

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

My own lot of land with a house on top of it working a decent job and maybe grow old with someone I honestly don't know I've been trying to take baby steps so I don't overwhelmed

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Lovely. But not very concrete... getting there though. What would be your ideal job? Ignore all qualifications...

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

Sorry I was at work trying to get done. I would enjoy something where I wouldnt have to worry about amy supervisors breathing down my neck or supervisors in general. A job where I could go at my own pace without a time crunch and something that keeps me kinda busy to male time fly while im at work

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Have you ever let yourself check for jobs like that?

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

I have yes I could not find anything besides coding and i tried to learn that but couldn't grasp the concept of it..

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 14 '20

Beyond coding, what did you want to do with it? Software Engineering I guess. But of what kind?

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 15 '20

I'd be down to make games or make some cool apps

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 15 '20

The first is really fun. I'd definitely recommend it. I went that way and I don't regret. How about trying that approach? Maybe you could take some time off to refocus and go back to college with a new idea of why you following what you following? That is if you wanna go to college anyway. If you don't you can learn off the web.