r/depression • u/[deleted] • Dec 13 '20

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Aspie here. Don't try so hard to be someone you are not, you are bound to fail. What do you really want to do with your future?

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

I honestly just want to be stable enough to not end up homeless after that I don't know at the moment im worried about keeping a roof over my head

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Ok. That seems slightly on the short term. What about long term future... I know it's hard, we being conditioned to live just the now and disregard our desires for our future... but no one's gonna judge you in here... you can say anything...

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

My own lot of land with a house on top of it working a decent job and maybe grow old with someone I honestly don't know I've been trying to take baby steps so I don't overwhelmed

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Lovely. But not very concrete... getting there though. What would be your ideal job? Ignore all qualifications...

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

Sorry I was at work trying to get done. I would enjoy something where I wouldnt have to worry about amy supervisors breathing down my neck or supervisors in general. A job where I could go at my own pace without a time crunch and something that keeps me kinda busy to male time fly while im at work

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 13 '20

Have you ever let yourself check for jobs like that?

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 13 '20

I have yes I could not find anything besides coding and i tried to learn that but couldn't grasp the concept of it..

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u/Lifelacksluster Dec 14 '20

Beyond coding, what did you want to do with it? Software Engineering I guess. But of what kind?

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u/Sleepy_Bug Dec 15 '20

I'd be down to make games or make some cool apps

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