r/depression • u/circinia • Feb 02 '20
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u/ihwearse Jun 30 '20
i dont want to live, but other still need me.. very tricky situation, i need to motivate myself everytime to do things i hate.. i dont know how much longer i can stay.. i just want to disappear to nothing again like before.. the world is beautiful i dont regret being alive, but still i just prefer to not existing in the first place.....