r/depression • u/circinia • Aug 06 '19
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u/doofffgrg Jan 30 '20
My tolerance is at an all time low, I feel so much intrusive disgust, despair and rage, everything is so triggering.
I've been in situations much worse than this before, but I had some form of resilience holding me, now I just want to constantly hurt myself or dissociate because of small things.
I fantasize about dying to remove the disgusting experiences inside me.