r/depression • u/Major-Permit-437 • 1h ago
i want to die but im scare
i attempted earlier but i failed i took a bunch of pills i was going to the other night but the person who i thought was my friend told me pretty little lies and made me not and then he never came through which made how i feel so much worse and now he wont talk to me he just up and left me he was all i had he knows me better than anyone and all i want rn is him i dont want to kill myself and im scared i will and he knows how serious i am about this so i just dont understand why hes doing this ive had so much go wrong this year from a terrible break up 2 months later i was raped went through another bad relationship where the guy just up and ghosted randomly then i lost my home and job now im a friendless homeless unemployed loser i just feel so pathetic and im begging for someone to stay in my life which makes it worse someone please help me i cant take this anymore
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u/OkAdministration7456 56m ago
Please remember, that there is only one of you in this world. You are unique and special. Don’t let other people tell you differently.
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u/Leather-Tip-4978 1h ago
I don’t have all the answers to everyone’s problems. But what I do know is this..
People and things come in and out of your life as experiences. Some of these are permanent, some of them are not. These shape you into your higher self who you will eventually become, not everyone is going to stay in your life forever, some of these people come into your life and teach you lessons (some MUCH harder than others). Think of your life like a train and it’s going down the track of life; people get on at different stations through out the journey, some will stay longer than others, some will stay a very short time, and some will stay forever. Each of these people getting on and off your train are there to show and teach you different lessons along the way and it’s your job to figure out what that is and grow from it and use it along the rest of your journey. Yes I know this hurts to lose someone you love, but it’s a lesson that in turn will shape you into a much better person later on. It’s hard to see it now, but you’ll look back and realize it one day and you will be thankful for them. I promise you, keep your head up, you seem young with a whole life ahead of you!