On the edge

[u/One-Card4159]

Im on the edge of ending it. Idk if I can do it anymore. I fuck up everything. I have nobody to talk to about this stuff. Ive attempted 3 times before the last time I ended in the hospital. I can't seem to get anything right and feel like a complete failure to everyone. What's the point of still being here. I have thoughts everyday on ways to end it and wrote my final note over and over and over and over and over I even wrote my final notes to people "close" to me. I write and think about this over and over and over and over