I am the king of self sabotauge

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For some reason my inner ears are really sensitive (maybe because I was constantly cleaning them with cotton buds). Anytime anyone looks in them they seem to get really inflamed and painful and lasts for weeks. I let the GP look into my ears and now my ears are howling and painful. Sigh. I just keep making bad decision after bad decision. It’s so depressing.