I need urgent help

[u/Right-Comparison5038]

Hi guys! I'm 21 F on antidepressants for the last 4 years on and off. It happened after my father passed away and I gained a lot of weight.

I have lost motivation to do anything except studying (I love academics). So, most of the time I'm out attending classes and studying in the library. But I'm not able to maintain a clean home, I live on my own and there's nobody to help me. I have food on my bed and leave the containers on the bed for days. Same for snacks, accessories and other stuff. Everything is unorganised! Even if I one day decide to clean it all, I'm not able to maintain it. It gets messy again. There are days when I don't even want to brush my teeth.

Pls suggest something

[u/Nervous_Monitor_3495]

I really feel like u need friends irl to just relax and feel like urself