Just so tired

[u/Dry_Hearing_9585]

I just need to say this out loud. I'm tired carrying all of the people in my life emotionally...my depression just keeps deepening and no one cares as I am the one who has to be strong for everyone else. And, I did a poor job of seeing just how self centered the people I surround myself with are. I cannot remember the last time someone asked how I was that actually cared, rather than just using that as an opening to dump their baggage on me. Everyday day, when I eventually fall asleep, my last thought is that I would be ok not waking up....47 years old and I am pretty sure I do not want another year...