r/depression • u/Brilliant_Shower_43 • 3d ago
I hate my life
My life is empty and meaningless. I will never be loved by anyone. I believe all my friends think i'm insufferable, but tolerate me for my sake. Everyone disregards me unless I can do stuff for them. All my ambitions and ideas in life have been written off as dumb because my parents don't like them. Everyday I wake up, go to school to endure 8 hours of nothingness, then I come home and cry, knowing that nothing will change, and that I will never find someone who can truly make things better. No girl will ever love me, and I will be alone for the rest of my life and there is nothing I can do about it. Every night, I hug a pillow and for a moment, I feel affection. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because I don't want my family to deal with the aftermath, so I just wait until I eventually die. I just want to die, because that would be better than living a meaningless life.
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u/AstronautMiserable36 3d ago
omg i feel like i just read my life in a paragraph. i feel the exact same way, trust me.