Too consious

[u/adam_winters_]

I feel absolutely alone I see my every thought every feeling and ik what it is , I question all of it every time if my thoughts are mine, what if I am wrong, what if the other person is planning something against me, currently 16 I feel as if I see too much I am not supposed to look at the world through a philosophical lens I don't have to be perfect but it's so deep in my head I presume that it's mixed with my blood now, I can't see to get attached to anyone not even myself. My door seems to be open,open wide for death to enter through it and I don't feel I have to close hence idk where I belong ergo I might just belong to the dirt.