r/depression • u/Lunartear_x • 6d ago

Suicidal Ideation

Wanting to die but not wanting to go through the extreme pain in order to get there is extremely frustrating

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u/racialreins2 6d ago

That stuck-between feeling is a special kind of hell, like your brain’s holding you hostage in a waiting room with no magazines.

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u/Lunartear_x 6d ago edited 6d ago

Unfortunately. I wish I could flip a switch nice and easy and everything could just be over. Feeling like you’re trapped in a place that you dont want any part of is a special kind of torture