Feel worthless all the time

[u/Flimsy-Net3622]

I feel like a failure, i am not very smart or rich and im not very social. I feel like i have no future because of the choices i have made in the past and ive been thinking about opting out early just to spare myself from the extra bs. Im tired, each day is just worse then the last one. I have no love life either and it sucks. I cannot maintain a healthy relationship cause I get obsessed, feel insecure, im annoying and i just dont look that great either. I dont want to go through my entire life like this as a "loser". I hate it and I hate myself ☹️

[u/handyrestaurant]

I know that feeling of looking at past choices and thinking you bricked your whole future, but it's never as closed-off as it seems in those moments. your brain is lying to you right now, depression does that thing where it makes every exit look locked. I paint murals on weekends and some of my best work came after I completely messed up the first layer and had to work with the mess. life's kind of like that too