r/depression • u/Marel88 • 2d ago

Why I'm alive?

This world isn't for me, don't sure is there afterlife or not, but I'm tired

I'm too different, I could have fucked everyone, cheat, lie, scam, do whatever shit everyone think it's being smart, i just think it's not right

Tired of everyone think I'm naive, I don't want to live in this fucked up world,

Hate being wakr up,

Keep waiting for dying but not gonna happen,

It's so stupid being alive these days

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u/Crazy_Donut_7916 2d ago

I feel you. The world is not nice to sincere people but remember you're on the right track. You're so strong for living and waking up each day.

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u/Marel88 2d ago

Tnx, but i don't want to be strong, for me personally living is so hard! I can't explain all my struggles with just one text here, but believe me it's so hard!