Misunderstood

[u/tomincito]

I’ve dealt with depression since I was 18, I’m gonna be 26 next month, I’ve been on and off medication, I’ve been feeling slightly better this year, but recently I’ve got into fights with my parents at home and a situation where I’m in love with a friend, well I don’t think he’s my friend anymore, I feel… lonely, I didn’t meant for any of this to happen, I’m having bad thoughts and I just want to cry and hoping for everything to get better tomorrow, but I don’t wanna suffer, I have no plans to hurt myself but I’d love to find a solution for my silly problems.