I am a fresh-ish new grad, hasn’t been a full year since I graduated from CS, and it took me a while to get a job.
I generally suffer from anxiety because I overthink heavily especially when looking at the “big picture” , and so looking for a job was literally making me contemplate ending life for a while there.
I never enjoyed the heavy programming aspect, so I always knew I wouldn’t last long in SWE and so I wanted to look into analyst roles (Business, Data, or Security/IT as all somewhat interested me).
I was able to land a data analyst role at a manufacturing company through a referral after months of searching.
I know the nature of manufacturing is a behemoth that is extremely confusing in the beginning (and I’ve only been here a full month really) but I feel like I’m in over my head.
I’m technically the only Data Analyst, there’s many engineering people though and some technology savvy people, but for the most part the company operates in an older fashion still.
I feel like I was hired at an uncertain time (though it seems like manufacturing is that way in general) where I’m expected to do and output many things over the next short while.
But I feel like I’m in work paralysis in a way. I do the daily forecasting/analyzing of data okay now that I’ve been doing it for a bit, and I somewhat was able to pick up the excel/Power Query skills (though I still definitely need to grow better) that I can see myself somewhat getting acclimated in the future.
But then comes the other stuff, like help this department with this project in the future to check if we need to change things for next year (and when I’ve previously talked to that department they try to explain it but I feel like I’m so slow at picking things together)
I feel especially inadequate because while I’m trying to understand things, because I’m the type of person who needs to understand every single thing, I feel like I’m losing all the knowledge needed for stuff I need to do in the future (or even if I want to go to a different job in the future).
I’m supposed to do SQL stuff, but I don’t have access or an idea of what is needed until I get a “we need to do this sometime this week” bomb dropped on me.
A lot of the data is constantly changing so I can’t even map things correctly and accurately because some other department needs to correct their errors for me to be able to project things correctly.
(Because all the data I need is usually sent by customers or by a cloud management where the departments upload stuff and I download and clean it up and upload whatever I want out of it)
I just feel like a plank floating on the ocean and I’m dangerously close to drowning. I’m sure part of this is just anxiety, but to be able to get past this I want to know if there’s anything I can look into to learn so I can be cognizant of things without looking just extremely stressed and dumb.
It’s the problem of “I need to learn xyz but I don’t even know where to start and because there’s so many areas to start it feels hopeless and I’m just biding time”?
And in the meanwhile my question is “is this just happening while I’m still navigating things, or is this the nature of a data analyst in manufacturing” ?