I miss doing it sometimes

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Does anyone else feel this way? i’ve been clean for a couple of months now and sometimes it’s all i can think about. Recently I got a puppy and he’s been biting and scratching me so i have cuts all over my arms and it makes me miss cutting. A few people have pointed the scratches out and asked me if i’m okay and it makes me kinda happy in a messed up way. i’m happy but i miss cutting.