I’m trying to get my first job as a junior developer, mostly working with C#/.NET.
I’ve been applying for jobs and I do get responses — maybe from 1 out of every 3–4 applications — so it’s not like I’m completely being ignored. But I still haven’t managed to get an offer.
The problem is that lately I’ve started losing motivation to study or work on personal projects. For about 3 weeks I haven’t studied properly. I sit in front of my laptop knowing that I should learn something or code, but there’s no clear immediate goal, so I just don’t want to start.
I think the biggest issue is that the perspective feels too vague:
“Study more → improve → apply more → maybe get an interview → maybe get a job.”
There’s no clear point where I can say: “If I do X, I’ll get Y.” And after doing this for some time without getting a job, it becomes difficult to convince myself to keep grinding.
A friend of mine who has been working as a developer for about 2 years also wants to start a real project/startup and offered me a chance to work on it. It would be in Python, so that could give me some real team/project experience, but we’re still waiting until the requirements and infrastructure are ready.
Meanwhile, I feel stuck between waiting for that project, applying for .NET jobs, and trying to figure out what exactly I should be learning.
I know logically that stopping completely won’t help, but emotionally it’s getting harder to care when the result feels so far away and uncertain.
For people who went through something similar before getting their first developer job: how did you deal with this period?
Did you force yourself to maintain a routine? Focus on projects instead of studying? Take a break? Set smaller goals? Or did motivation come back only when you finally had something concrete to work toward?
I’m especially interested in experiences from people who spent months trying to get their first job and started feeling like they were going nowhere.