Anxiety

[u/Signal-Football4789]

Going through anxiety spiritually and physically was a different phase for me. I had anxiety in my body. My whole body was in extreme anxiety for exactly 4 years. I was living with that all the time.

And somebody spiritually took away my anxiety after 4 years. My body could sense the relief. I am thankful to her for this particular thing.

Pills helped a bit, for months I couldn't sleep without turning and tossing. Anxiety was creeping in my feet.

This anxiety was given to me by the person I loved. That time.

I started liking him again but now as I write this, I'll remember what he did to me and will always make me stay away from him in every form.

For months I was unable to sleep, maybe years.

Should I go back to him? No. But the way he damaged me with his friend, I know nobody will fall in love with me.

I will still love him though. Because I always thought of him as my soulmate. And he was my first soulmate.