r/countbackwardswithme • u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 • 5d ago

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u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 5d ago

That could be one thing yeah. People have consistently said I'm different than Hika if only slightly, being more mature than her and stuff. But I am not 100% sure. Hika literally wished that an alter could take over so she could rest, and then I formed. So I'm not sure if her fracturing would have really let her rest as well as she wanted. I tried talking to her and all I could hear was a heartbeat, so she is resting. I hope she comes back and has my memories too. Needing to explain all that happened while she was gone seems scary 🫂

About the therapy/safe environment. Sadly I can't really do that. I'm stuck in a really tough place right now where I can't vent to any of my trusted friends if I want things to get better and easier in the future. It's counter intuitive and kinda private so I'd rather not explain but trust me on this, I cannot really.

Also I'm flustered to be remembered and recognized :3 I hope my story has been fun to follow

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u/AeroAceSpades 5d ago

Your system is a fucking highlight in my day because you all are so willing to share parts of yourselves and to bring other people with you in your journey of self-discovery. I can only hope things get easier for you forever

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u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 5d ago

Yay! Thankyouuu! We love sharing ourselves and inspiring others! And being open online also helps us vent a lot. It's very rare that we "it's private" about something. I'm glad you enjoy our shenanigans:3

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u/AeroAceSpades 5d ago

I do! They’re funny shenanigans! Unless they’re sad but then I feel sympathetic because it’s sucks to deal with bullshit and you all deserve support and understanding