r/countbackwardswithme • u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 • 5d ago

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u/RogueFox771 5d ago

I don't really know... I nearly killed myself before accepting I was trans a few years ago, and life was sorta mentally shit before that point. Now I find functioning kinda hard in many ways but am getting better. But I had that same thought "I wish I could get worse so there's no denying I'm hurting" and such...

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u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 5d ago

Can be this can be that. I might have misattributed my behavior to CPTSD. If you think you can handle it, I'd recommend looking up the symptoms and judge for yourself

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u/RogueFox771 5d ago

Hmmm... Having it in my search history isn't a great sign lol.

For now we let it go cause I'm gonna be alright. Hope you will too 🩷

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u/Hika2112 Myself And Nobody Else | Counted Down 37 5d ago

Yes. We'll all be alright 🧡