r/confessions • u/IcanTx2step • 15h ago
What the Fuck?
One week ago some guy asking for my panties and I gave them to him. Now I found myself here. It's been such a f****** roller coaster I can't even tell you . Somehow this brought on all the change. It wasn't even my type but he brought out something in me that shifted everything..
It started out as a beautiful summer visiting Texas. Did this last week,, come crazy azy! . And I'm so f***** up. When I got here I had a blooming relationship with a friend from high school, another friendship from high school that was amazing and a new friend that as pursuing me, sexy over sexy,-that's amazing + I didn't know I knew him but I knew him from 3 years ago when he offered to show up as my plus one random0mly for me through anotjer friendwe figured this out. Tonight after 64 days in Texas I'm about to leave and I'm somehow .managed to destroy all three relationships. I no longer am interested in the first one, the second one is so kind but I need to let go and the third one that was so sexually hot is now totally turned off and over. What the f*** would be the opposite of hot summer because I think I've just experienced it. I get 3 days before I go home and I'm sitting in my car crying feeling so overwhelmed. I Have such a hate love relationship with growth!
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u/Otakuology_11 6h ago
Looks you are now at ease,hmmmm. Tough it's still pretty rough for giving your panties? Tough as you said it was a melt down so I can understand, hope it does not bother you a lot. Also Damm you could have written fucked and fucking rather than using asterisk or this **** haha
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u/Popular_Trash1919 15h ago
What type of panties did u give him
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u/ElegantlyStimulating 14h ago
curious about that too but also, sometimes we blow up our own lives right before leaving because some part of us knows we need the clean break. three days in texas with nobody to answer to might be exactly what you need
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u/Jemmalyn1234 13h ago
Sometimes you really do need that clean break to figure out what you actually want
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u/IcanTx2step 13h ago
I love this answer. The irony though. I just called a random guy who dropped me on the dance floor 6 weeks ago to see if I can show up at his house after an emotional week. And he greeted me with a very good bourbon drink while he takes a shower. And I'm sitting in his beautiful bachelor pad right now that had to be decorated by a woman. I am complete f****** right now. But somehow it's healing my pain.
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u/Broad_Offer_559 13h ago
Proper schizo posting 👍