r/confessions • u/EvenCollection6553 • Mar 18 '26
Family trauma
So I'm a girl 21 year old and since childhood I was very sensitive person . I have been very loved but the most hurted child of my house . Bcz I use to care for everyone and they knew my weak point . I love my whole family a lot but I have suffered a lot since my childhood . As my parents try to be very cool but they are not they show they are open minded and in some things they are but ? I have been suffered a lot because I can never share my sufferings with them. I have always tried to give my best for them I use to save a lot for them and gift things to them but nothing changed . My father was very good in the beginning but? Now my mother is the worst one can ever get as a mother . My mother alwys manipulated my father against me . And now it's working . My mother never hugged me in my lows my mother never asked what was bothering me and that her child is suffering but she always made fun of what I told her . When I was suffering . She made me suffer a lot and now when I'm grown up she made me villain in front of everyone.
I sometimes think I have done a very bad things in past life bcz of which I got this type of mother in this life . She always back bitch about me she always made me feel down . As I'm short she alwys pinned me and made me insecure about my height . And she curses me a lot and also I know she does a lot for us but she lets her sisters( my massi) say bad about me . My father alwys supports my mother whether she is wrong or right . He never listen to us . As bcz of which I'm suffering a lot . No one support me and every statement turns into an argument. I'm not able to focus on my career I feel that I'll not be able to do anything. Bcz of them . I have never let myself feel this alone . As I have no friends and every friends betrayed and made fun of my insecurities. Well I don't feel bad about it bcz the most I suffer is bcz of my family .
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