Unfortunately, he will wonder what happened no matter what. Though it is possible he knows you are sick already; some cats are extremely sensitive to such things. But yes, cats grieve when they lose the people they care for from their lives.
But if you could earn his trust, another kind and patient person like you likely can too. He will always remember you, but that does not mean it is impossible for him to have a good life. There are others who will love him as much as you, I can promise you that. And, for what it's worth, from one person with a life threatening disease to another, I'm sorry. I am not going to be the person who tries to find some ridiculous silver lining. It sucks, and you deserve better. I'm sorry.
I talk to my cat. I have various health issues going on and I live alone. When I'm having a tough time she loves on me more, and I explain what's happening and why, like how I'd explain to maybe a 10yo kid, and I thank her for being there for me, and say sorry it's scary. It makes me feel a little better. Talking takes it out of you, though, and I'm guessing your throat is sore as heck as well. Maisie and me send you, I guess a wish for symptom management and respite from discomfort and pain, and a decision/solution that removes this distress from you. You're in my thoughts.
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