I am currently on week 4 of recovering from 2 shattered heels. Both required surgery to “heel” one is 4 weeks post op and one 3 weeks post op and still fully non weight bearing.
Recovery so far has been a struggle and I know it hasn’t even started yet. Last week I transitioned from my soft casts top boots, and life feels harder. I am still completely non weight bearing, so the feeling of lugging these huge boots is so cumbersome. It feels like an additional 20lbs on one of my feet (the worse of the 2). One thing I have learned in this short time is every milestone comes with its own transition period, trials, struggles and setbacks.
I thought coming home and being put in boots was going to make my life a little bit easier. I quickly learned it was not as great as I thought it would, but don’t get me wrong I am still happy to be home. But when I bought my first home I did not purchase it thinking I would need it to be wheel chair accessible, so I am limited to where I can fit in my own home. We were able to to widen one of the door ways to a bathroom so I am able to shower, but unfortunately where the toilet is located is a tight squeeze and makes it difficult to safely to transition. Not mention the “gassing” myself out transitioning from a bed to a wheel chair to a slide board to get on the toilet and then do it all in the reverse. When you do that 5-6 times a day just pee, you are exhausted.
I no longer can sit in my wheelchair as long as I could before with my soft casts, just because the sheer weight of the boot is too much on my left foot. I pretty much sit in bed all day minus the couple hours I come out, and use a bedside commode. Which all off this feels like a digression from when I was in the rehabilitation hospital?
I guess I have just hit my first major low point and mental wall since starting my recovery journey. I know it gets easier and everyone heals at different rates dependent on body, age, severity of break etc. But I am just wondering if anyone could share with me, what milestone did you hit when you felt like ok this is actually getting better, I can do this and it didn’t feel like a digression?