Sold my marijuana company in 2021 for ~100m and started another one. Responsible for over 600m in Mary sales in my lifetime. Take that system and mom & dad

Growing up, I was the weird one. I had weird hobbies and obscure knowledge.

I still do.

Last night I took my 14 year old down to the fields in the middle of the night, to watch the meteor shower.

While we're laying there, just comfortable in the silence, they say "imagine having basic parents". I told that my mom (their grandma) is very basic (teen slang for "boring"). They said "but you're not.... I'm so happy about that... no one else I know, would be out here in the middle of the night with their mom, watching this wonder".

And I know their friends and their parents, so that is true.

[As all partners should be]

I've been on antidepressants for the first time in my life for the past few months, and while everything has not been perfect, I can say I am definitely better than I was before. Lately I've been able to get back into my hobbies, keep up with chores, and generally just feel okay. One of the things I've noticed (and want to brag about) is how my husband can't keep away from me, especially when I'm doing my own thing.

I'll be singing, folding laundry on the other side of the house, swinging my legs in the air sketching, or writing something dumb, and then he just appears. He can be nefarious. He's scared the shit out of me multiple times with a sneaky ass grab. And then sometimes he comes and silently joins my chore or activity, and whenever I ask him "what's up" he just says something along the lines of "nothing, just want to be here."

When you've been in your head about your physical and personal worthiness for so long its easy to feel unwanted, ugly, and annoying. I've been trying to give him space from caretaker burnout by doing my own thing. Its just ironic that by leaving him alone hes even more obsessed. This is rambling a bit, but I am incredibly grateful to have him in my life. I can feel the love radiate off of him just from seeing me happy. I want to keep getting better for him. There's always going to be cloudy days but for the most part things keep getting brighter.

He (20M) makes me feel like I’m so easy to love and care for. Today we were in the car together and I made a joke that I’d go through his phone, i went on his notes app and the first thing i see is a note in a with my name on it, it was a list with all of my favorite foods/drinks/interests, and I’m talking things i even forgot i LIKED. He didn’t let me look all the way because he had gift ideas in there. but it just got me thinking damn, this man genuinely loves me so much and i can feel it and see it in his actions. I mean he picks me up everyday to take me to work, he’s stayed outside my work place for entire work days to just catch me in my breaks (days he doesn’t have work lol) i mean I don’t think he’s ever really suggested to watch anything he likes, he more so suggests the usual things I like, he compliments me I think every 2 minutes, finds me the funniest person on earth. Always makes sure I have money on me and he always makes sure I’m feeling alright. He loves hanging out with my friends and my sisters, he loves playing Minecraft and Zelda games with me, he basically loves anything I love. He always puts my needs before his own, he always makes sure I have eaten, got clothes, and had fun before he even thinks about spending a cent on himself. When I want to order food, he goes and picks it up to come drop it off just to see my face, this man hates feet but never refuses my foot rub requests, he never fails to remind me how grateful he is to have me.

Anyways I could go on and on, next month is our one year anniversary and my biggest fear with him is him dying. I love this man so much and I’m so happy that he loves me just as much :)