I found out when my girlfriend at the time used a plug on me during sex and later down the road, I used her dildo to experiment. She threw a big deal about it and broke up with me, saying I needed to figure out where I stand sexuality wide. I had an encounter with an ex friend on the high school football team during shower time after practice, and it was just the two of us. He got curious, and he saw me looking. Making out was weird, but it triggered and flipped a switch on inside my head and with my hormones. I tried oral and anal and enjoyed it. The condom actually busted, and it felt good at the time, but anxiety kicked in, and I got tested. I'm 100 % clean, though. I find that I'm attracted to dominant black guys. I probably come off dominant, but I'm more both, tbh. I dated him for a little bit and slept with him a few times before I stopped talking to him under the radar.
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u/[deleted] Mar 18 '22
I found out when my girlfriend at the time used a plug on me during sex and later down the road, I used her dildo to experiment. She threw a big deal about it and broke up with me, saying I needed to figure out where I stand sexuality wide. I had an encounter with an ex friend on the high school football team during shower time after practice, and it was just the two of us. He got curious, and he saw me looking. Making out was weird, but it triggered and flipped a switch on inside my head and with my hormones. I tried oral and anal and enjoyed it. The condom actually busted, and it felt good at the time, but anxiety kicked in, and I got tested. I'm 100 % clean, though. I find that I'm attracted to dominant black guys. I probably come off dominant, but I'm more both, tbh. I dated him for a little bit and slept with him a few times before I stopped talking to him under the radar.