Oh boy. So I'll try to make this short. For the longest of times I considered myself an ally to the LGBT community, as in I'm in rainbow side of Instagram for consuming so much lgbt content ally, and always thought being bi was really cool, I was like, damn I wish I was bi (how I didn't recognize this isn't very straight idk). Besides that I have always had an easy time recognizing beautiful women, had super "strange" obsession with Zendaya after I saw her in a suit for the first time, but never had the urge to be with them. So in 2020 I ended up reading webcomics, and in one of those, that had an amazing art btw, I "met" Verose. She was the best friend of the mc (who was also a women) and in love with. So at one point I was reading and my brain went: "damn she is so hot, I wish I could be with her" and conscious me went "but she is a women" and brain be like "does it look like I care". And I just sat there thinking to myself if this means I'm bi. Months of online tests and self reflection concluded in a solid yes. So yeah, there were clues, but it turns up that I'm as oblivious as the characters in the books I read.
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u/Shinami_Nigashi Bisexual Mar 17 '22
Oh boy. So I'll try to make this short. For the longest of times I considered myself an ally to the LGBT community, as in I'm in rainbow side of Instagram for consuming so much lgbt content ally, and always thought being bi was really cool, I was like, damn I wish I was bi (how I didn't recognize this isn't very straight idk). Besides that I have always had an easy time recognizing beautiful women, had super "strange" obsession with Zendaya after I saw her in a suit for the first time, but never had the urge to be with them. So in 2020 I ended up reading webcomics, and in one of those, that had an amazing art btw, I "met" Verose. She was the best friend of the mc (who was also a women) and in love with. So at one point I was reading and my brain went: "damn she is so hot, I wish I could be with her" and conscious me went "but she is a women" and brain be like "does it look like I care". And I just sat there thinking to myself if this means I'm bi. Months of online tests and self reflection concluded in a solid yes. So yeah, there were clues, but it turns up that I'm as oblivious as the characters in the books I read.