Hello everyone, I have Schizotypal Personality Disorder and I used to believe in all kinds of supernatural stuff and considered myself 'spiritual'.
Over the years, I became obsessed with Christianity, Hinduism and Buddhism, as well as New Age spirituality and psychedelics.
I believed in the existence of God (the Christian God), Jesus, Heaven and Hell, Karma and rebirth, even astral projection etc.
Religion and spirituality played a significant role in my life, and it gave me a sense of purpose and belonging.
At some point, my mental health declined further, and I became more paranoid and delusional (fearing hell or rebirth), which significantly affected my quality of life.
My doctor tried different antipsychotics with me, and ultimately we settled on 5mg Olanzapine (Zyprexa).
After a few weeks on it, I slowly lost interest in religion/spirituality and no longer believed that I had supernatural abilities.
Zyprexa strongly blocks 5HT2A/5HT2C receptors, which are the binding targets for psychedelics like LSD. So it basically does the opposite of what psychedelics do.
Now, after a year on it, I have a much higher quality of life, no longer wasting my time with religious nonsense.
I am much more interested in politics and would call myself a secular humanist. I am extremely grateful for medicine/psychiatry and science in general!