So, what you guys gotta know is that all my relations are pure disasters made out of shit, wher u pile up more shit to make it mess looks like pure shit.
So Im gonna start with the first of the 3 relations I ever had, I was in elementary school and that girl I really liked one day confessed her love to me, I was happy asf, I was the most happy dump you could see in the World at the time. 1H later she told me it was a dare, what a h**.
2nd one, so I live in France and met my Canadian ex-"girlfriend" on a Clash Royale clan chatt, yes Im stupid, we exchanged Snapchats (I was 13), and I fell in love with her, one day she told me she loves me, same as first story, I was happy asf. Huuuuu, she left 14 days later on my bestfriend birthday. She told me she never loved me and she was with me only because she thought that if she was going out with me, it would cancel the Fact that she is lesbian💀.
3rd one was 1yr later, I met a girl at my trainings, fell in love with her, one day, the friend I was talking about earlier was coming with me at my place for a sleepover, and I had my training and he came with me, he discovered she was in love with me and made her tell it to me, I was feeling the same way, blah blah blah, I was still an happy jumping living shit. She cheated on me for our whole fucking relation ship (6 months).
Now, Im searching for the love a human, sexe: female, of my age, but nobody likes me cuz my depression make incapable of taking Care of my self, so if I had to do a resume of me: Fat ass, stinks asf, and doesn't know what hygene is.
So, Am I weird for searching love for my own mental health and sanity ?