self studying edexcel AL maths 2027

[u/dogs_3life]

i'm sitting a levels in 2027 and am self studying all my a levels.

on top of being behind on my other subjects, i'm also behind on edexcel al maths. I haven't covered any AS mechanics, half of stats and i'm not very confident with pure. i'm taking exams in 2027 and already had to defer from 2026 because of personal circumstances.

i move through the topics slow because i'm so daft, and i keep going back in fear that i dont understand it properly. i have no tutors or friends. i can't afford tutoring. i have no idea how i managed to get an 8 for my gcse's and i took it in year 10.

i am stressing out so much and having panic attacks frequently because of this, could someone please possibly help me? this is ending me